Months ago I found out my computer was ghosted then I realized its been years

The picture below are the saddest thing I recently encountered. I have been living in Fort Lauderdale since 2003. When I first got here I would go on a Dating Site and it would say I have a new message then when I went to receive the message it was gone. This happen so many times I called the Company. Yesterday I started a Conversation on a web site, when I went back it said no conversation. Only if I hit that person's profile would it show me the conversation. I knew for years that my emails and telephone calls were being blocked. I had meet someone a few years back and text him my address. When he came over he said did you send this to me a text. The Text from my telephone number it said "please take me off your contact list". That was 6 years ago. I told him I did not send that. This is the reason why a Intelligent good looking, human being can not find a friend. Or start a relationship. The Hacking and to find out not only my telephone is ghosted but my main computer. Everything I have tried so hard to find a relationship with someone has failed because as the picture below show some in that house has my same exact computer and is blocking all incoming and outgoing communications. Words can describe what I am feeling right and yes I am crying. An Artistic, smart gay man in the middle of Fort Lauderdale with not one friend. It's isolation 101, When I reached out for intimacy it was always 1 or 2 people, who never stayed or even asked my name. This is beyond sad.